I've spent an inordinate time thinking of you the past few days I think this is getting slightly obsessive. Honestly the only reason I can think of for being up so late is cause I'm hoping that maybe somehow you'll decide to click on my name on your msn or call or text or anything and make me much happier and actually able to get some sleep.

I know my predicament is completely my own fault, but forgive me please, I've been enlightened.